With all that I had to learn this past week, you might think that our WOW was still EDUCATION. Still, it dovetailed nicely into EXPANSIVENESS; after all, every time you learn, you grow.
Getting back to my story about the series of fires I had to put out last week, aAside from the skill sets I had to acquire (YESTERDAY!), I had to keep stopping to breathe…
I needed to become bigger on the inside to handle all that was going on the outside.
Growth is a process that doesn’t have a fast forward button (unless the circumstances of life propel you to new heights out of necessity.) I felt like a little kid stopping her feet and whining, “Are we THERE yet?”
No amount of whining or worrying will get you (or me) where we need to be.
How I was responding was defining me. Am I a person of faith – or a person of fear?
I was a person gripped with fear MANY times this past week, but self-talked myself off the ledge and back to peace about 327 times.
I wish I could say as I write this that everything has been crossed off my to-do list and successfully completed. However, I AM believing that somehow between now and the finish line I will continue to expand, enabling me to rise to the challenge.
Despite the stress, each new thing I learn makes me feel like an Olympian, breaking the tape at the finish line. I have to keep my eye on that prize, hear the imaginary crowd roaring and see my head bowed to receive the medal.
I mean, what’s the alternative? Believing the ship will sink and that I’ll go down with it?
Gee, how comforting.
Instead, I’ve been singing the theme song from Laverne and Shirley to keep me stoked. (We’re gonna make our dre-eems come true. And we’ll do it our way, yes our way, making our dreams come true…)
Better our dreams than our nightmares.
Which plays well into this week’s WOW…
EXPECTANCY, as I am living it out after having recorded the message, is a two edged sword.
You can dwell on all the negative possibilities and expect Murphy’s law to be in effect.
Or you can have the audacity to get your hopes up and believe for the best.
I discovered the most awesome new word this week: PRONOIA. Definition: Believing the universe is always working on your behalf in every situation. Opposite, of course, of paranoia.
It’s my new favorite word as we brace for BLESSING this week.
I’m expecting to hear wonderful things from all of you!